All of my world is empty tonight. There are feelings somewhere still, but they have scampered off to places I no longer recall. I regret nothing. How could I? The alternative would be to live a lie I am no longer prepared to live. And to die as someone I am not.
You are inside me now. Never forget that.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I need a drink...
Jack
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Hang in there Jack.. lots of people out there do have you in their thoughts. Maybe pick up the phone and call a friend? I think you have many. Hang in there young one.
Jack,
An empty container is a vessel waiting to be filled. You have poured out your previous, unfulfilling life. Now take control and fill it back up with the real Jack.
Jack, I know the feeling.
Wow Jerry... Thats one of the better insights I've ever read about changing yourself!
Jack.... when you want a drink, have one :)
I could use a drink tonight, too. OJ on ice is my drink of choice.
Cheers, Jack.
Strange label: "women"
@Jonna,
Thanks for the concern. I just don't work that way. Usually just deal with stuff on my own and occasionally chat with others once I've figured thigs out.
@Jerry,
That's what I'm trying to do. I feel like I've come very far, but hit a major wall on the personal front. Just need to keep on pushing forward...
@Dreamer,
Well, maybe it does feel good to know there are others out there. Thanks
@Miles,
Actually, it just turned out to be one single drink and lots of thinking. Not as dramatic as I thought it would get.
@Anonymous,
I might add a bit of vodka if you don't mind.
@Concojones,
Indeed.
Actually, I'll have a touch of vodka in mine, too.
Hope all is well.
Jack,
"hit a major wall on the personal front"
Like they say, all you need to get over a 10 ft wall is an 11 ft ladder. I know you will find that 11 ft ladder.
Hang in there!
@Anonymous,
Have good days and some bad days. It's all good.
@Jerry,
Looking for one as we speak.
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