8 hours ago
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
I’m totally out of control.
Those of you who follow me via Facebook probably already know what’s been going on:
-The sex has been wild. Unpredictable. Insane. Empty.
-Yoga and meditation have been tossed aside.
-Any urge to continue my internal/emotional development has evaporated.
The bottom line: I’ve relapsed in a major way. Simplicity has been replaced by a ferocious urge to feed my ego, to fuck ad nauseam and to generally act like a complete asshole.
I don’t know what to do.
Posted by Jack at 7:13 PM